Behind the Mirror By Bridget Budd
Genres: Contemporary, Women’s Fiction
Behind the Mirror is a powerful, character-driven novel about emotional healing, generational trauma, and the courage it takes to stop performing and start living your truth.
Sometimes, the hardest person to face is the one behind the mirror…
Julie Sloan was shaped by abandonment early in life—left behind by the people who were supposed to love her first. In the absence of emotional safety, she became what the world rewarded: high-achieving, self-sacrificing, and always performing. Through four marriages, she searched for stability while suppressing her deepest fears—that she was unworthy of lasting love, and too broken to be fully seen.
But when her fourth marriage nearly collapsed, something shifted. It wasn’t betrayal that broke her—it was the quiet realization that she had never truly lived for herself.
What followed was a reckoning: with her past, with the roles she had played to survive, and with the parts of herself she had long silenced.
Now, years later, a Pulitzer Prize–winning journalist named Laura wants to profile Julie’s nonprofit work—an organization devoted to helping women heal from emotional wounds. But what begins as a success story takes a deeper turn as Julie reveals the story behind the story—the one she’s never shared publicly. The one about how she abandoned herself first.
For readers drawn to novels about inner child work, identity, and spiritual awakening, this deeply personal journey will leave you both broken open and quietly restored.
Excerpt:
For most of my life, I only saw the image of others reflected back to me—versions of who I thought I needed to be to feel loved, safe, and wanted.
But behind every mirror was a lesson, a fracture, a truth I wasn’t always ready to face. Each relationship reflected a different aspect—some distorted, some tender, some painfully honest. When I finally stopped adjusting the image and dared to look behind the glass, I found the only thing that had ever been missing: me.
It’s taken me a long time to reach a point where I can take responsibility for my part in every one of my relationships. I didn’t exit my three prior marriages with my head held high. I didn’t always uphold my morals or values—if I even had any then. But I’ve accepted those parts of my life and forgiven myself.
I’ve learned to let go of the shame, guilt, and unworthiness I carried for far too long. Forgiveness was how I began to move forward.
The world isn’t black and white. What we see depends on the lens we’re looking through. Once I started to recognize that, judgment softened—first toward myself, then toward everyone else.
And in that softening, I found something resembling peace. Not the kind that comes from perfection, but the kind that blooms quietly when you stop performing, stop fixing, and simply start seeing.
Intro blurb:
In this moment of quiet reckoning, Julie turns her gaze inward. After a lifetime of performing for love, she learns that healing begins not in perfection, but in self-forgiveness.
About the Author
Bridget Budd is the author of Behind the Mirror, a debut novel that blends literary storytelling with therapeutic insight.
After more than twenty-five years in corporate sales, she stepped away to explore the emotional patterns beneath her success—and the cost of always holding it together.
Her work lives at the intersection of fiction and healing, drawing from her background in trauma-informed coaching, somatics, and holistic health. Bridget writes and speaks about identity, self-worth, and the shift from performing to presence.
Often described as “fiction with emotional teeth,” her stories are crafted for deep feelers, recovering perfectionists, and anyone quietly exhausted from chasing “enough.”
She divides her time between Marco Island, Florida, and Marvin, North Carolina, with her husband and two opinionated dogs.
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